I quit my full-time job!
Yikes! I know! It’s crazy! But since starting my 9-5 about half a year ago, I’ve managed to work myself into a burn-out. Juggling 40 hours at a small company, the commute, a social life, going to the gym, all that fun adult stuff on top of trying to work on my blog is A LOT.
A bit too much.
I hate to admit that I’m no super woman. I can’t do everything, all the time, without any breaks. And I’ve learned that the hard way. When coming home from work, I kept feeling exhausted and so drained of energy that I didn’t want to do anything but sleep. My eye was twitching, my nights sleepless and my usual Sunday consisted of feeling the dread of having to go back to work the next day.
I’ve started to neglect my blog (as you might have noticed, weekly blog posts turned into monthly blog posts….), my social life (sorry friends!) and my health. It made me miserable.
When I got headhunted for this job, I thought it was the perfect opportunity for me. Work a day-time job to make a salary (and learn a thing or two about digital marketing) and then come home to work on the blog in the evenings. When I start to make an income from my blog, I would quit. That was the plan – but like many plans in life, that didn’t quite work out…
Yes, I was stressed out! But did I want to admit that? Nope… I didn’t think it was too bad. I was managing, right? Fast forward to a couple of weeks ago, when I visited my doctor about these reoccurring headaches I’ve been having since February. After blood tests, prescription glasses and some more general check ups, she asked if it could be stress. Before I knew it, I was crying in her office and everything that I’d been trying to hold in for the last few months, burst out.
When I came home from the doctor with a sick note for 2 weeks due to stress-related problems, I decided to quit my job. I’m young and I don’t have many financial obligations at the moment. Even if this blog and the freelance life fail miserably, I have tons of time to bounce back from it. It’s scary, and I don’t have a waterproof plan, but I feel like this the perfect moment to take the leap.
Who knows, in a years time I might look back and think how silly I was for thinking this would work out. But maybe, I’ll look back and think about how this is the best decision I’ve ever made. Only time will tell. And I’ve made crazy decisions before that worked out for the best (uhm… hello? Moving to England to do an English&Creative Writing degree in my second language wasn’t something a lot of people thought would happen. Yet, here I am!)
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I will have my last day at my job on May 31st. After that, I’ll be self-employed. I’m very scared, but also incredibly excited to give this a go and take you guys along with me on this journey. Thank you for reading, understanding and giving me the support that I need <3